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[Apr. 28th, 2008|06:48 pm] |
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it's the end,
i'll end it.
i say it, i'll do it. why must i stay and let a family climb all over me like this?
parents and their son, all against me now.
but hey, i have parents too, imagine how they'll feel if they find out how their daughter was being treated?
i swear they'll blow off, unimaginable.
all the cold treatments,
all the excuses,
it's probably just using them to force me to initiate the break up.
good choice seriously,
good timing as well.
i admire your mind,
you sure do think smart.
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[Apr. 26th, 2008|07:17 pm] |
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it wasn't easy for me to go through these few days,
i'll say not torture, not sufferings, but irritating mind games which i kept getting.
it's just pure human killer to me.
i don't know what's on their mind,
or not even on his mind.
this just sucks big time,
knowing nothing you do is gonna help.
you try to stay strong, offer support and sent out many messages to assure that you guys will work together to make things better,
but all you get back are hurting, and more hurtful words.
is this a game of love or what?
how come i'm the only one crying out loud all day? alone.
i've never felt this strong before in my entire life,
but when i'm THIS strong, i keep getting pulled down.
worse, by the person i supposed will support me the most.
YES, i'm not the direct victim here,
but i believe i'm suffering as much as the victim is!
so who do i turn to?
Screw this.
I must be strong.
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[Apr. 24th, 2008|03:16 pm] |
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I guess when the time comes, any couple out there is bound to face obstacles of their own.
in my case, our time is more or less up.
Reasons being,
characters clashing?
parents' objection?
At the end of the day, it's all down to excuses plus more excuses to make yourself feel better about the break up.
As i grew up to believe, if your love is strong, you will stand together as one, no matter what happens.
Parents, do they really play a part in relationships?
Well, i guess it's possible in my case.
But just how much do they actually stand in a relationship?
I believe it's pretty much up to the couple to decide, nt any other third parties.
And if you break up with your other half due to parents' objections, is it even an acceptable reason?
How many couples out there actually broke up with their girlfriend/boyfriend because of parents? Please, stand out and share with me, it'll probably help to make me feel a whole lot better now.
At this moment, i can't help but have the thought of just leaving, rather than leaving him in a difficult spot.
2 years relationship, is it worth me doing it?
A huge part of me telling me to hold on and fight for this, convince parents that this relationship is between two people.
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[Mar. 26th, 2008|11:23 pm] |
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Sunbathed at siloso last weekend with sister and princess jingle, hearts the weather totally! poor boyfriend, attempted to tann on monday but the weather was bad and to make him feel worse, on days that he's working, the weather's puuurrrfect!
Nothing interesting to share these days because i'm basically slacking my days away. school's out and i've pretty much sorted out my future plans. Gonna go for the next SIA interview, one last try and my future will be settled on that day itself, 27th april.
Really want another little getaway some time soon, our small little island here is really getting out-of-hand boring! |
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